SOOO.

I have a lot going on right now. I've got a ton of homework, I have to learn nine songs for choir, I have Wednesday practices at 7. AND I missed my DevBirthday last month D: It's been two year And so two year and almost 10000 PV''s later, I've gone from to

Anyway. Maybe I'm glad I didn't get into Athenians this year xD

They have to do a major show early next year, and they have to get school for extra practice at 6:30 am. I would die. And so, they have no life. Period.

And on top of the fact that nearly everyone in Concert Choir hates their guts, they hate each other. Sunshine was trash talking nearly all of them the other day. From the best Athenian, to the worst Athenian. It's kinda really not cool. And so Consuelo and I had a great discussion about that on our way home. xDD

had a contest to crreate a new DevID, and won! Go look at her entry, it's really cool >.<

ONE - LOL, WHUT? NO QUESTION? Fail.
TWO - Are you single?: Si
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: Either 77 or 17
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Blue
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Orange
SIX - Favorite candy?: Hello Panda <3
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: I never have and I never will
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Surely Mr. Durley~
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: When I was i like, sixth grade xD
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Spanish 1. Mr. Jinkens = FTW
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Uk no.
TWELVE - How do you make money?: I beg like the poor child I am <3
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Maxamillion
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: At that school a block away.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Ha, no. That's why I tried to ignore Sarah when she invited me over xD
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Afraid
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My paint-splattered ones <3
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: back in 1930, in Virginia.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: My Algebra 2 homework... I chould have four assignments done, and I only have half of one done.
TWENTY ONE - Do they have to be real?: Does what have to be real?

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what color is your underwear?: Blue
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: The work that needs to be done for choir.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: This.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Not today.
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Nope.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My dad.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Yes. Of Sunshine.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Katie Brown, the evil wrench of hell.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: I used to.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes, I have to ask Neil a question.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Nope.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Yes.
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THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes.
Can you dance?: Not really. That's why I'm afraid of Annie try outs.
Can you do a cart wheel?: No.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried
Can you whistle?: Yessss
Can you wiggle your ears?: Yes
Can you wiggle your nose?: No
Can you roll your tongue?: I don't understand how you can't.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: No, and I don't want to.

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ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: Try to walk away.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: Hit them in the side.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yes.
Do you swear when you’re mad?: Definitely.

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CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Ever cried over the same sex?: No
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not usually.
Do certain songs make you cry?: No
Do certain movies make you cry?: Yesss

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HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: Not when I'm at school, but otherwise...
What makes you the happiest?: Being approved of.
Does being with your friends make you happy?: Yes
Do you believe in yourself?: No
Do you wish you were happier?: Yes
Is being happy overrated?: No
Can music make you happy?:

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LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Never
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: Only my friends
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’?: Yes
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HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: No
Ever made a hit list?: No
Have you ever been on a hit list?: Probably.
Are you a mean bully?: I don't know. Ask someone else, they might know.
Do you hate George Bush?: Not hate, just extremely dislike.

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SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Yes.
Are you good looking?: I don't think so.
Do you wish you could be someone else?: All the time.

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LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Blond
Current piercings?: Ears, only.
Have any tattoos?: Never will.
Straight hair or curly?: Straight

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CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: a black tee with my Gir hoodie over it.
Shoes?: None right now.
Necklace(s)?: My froggie mood necklace.

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HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: Yes
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: No.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: No...
Laughed so hard you cried?: Last week, actually.
Got in a fight with someone?: Never a physical one.

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THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My dad.
Person you talked to online?: My dad
Person you hugged?: Jennifer

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RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: I guess
Do you get along with your parents?: About 75% of the time
Do you have mental breakdowns?: I do. I did a few nights ago.

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CURRENT:
Current mood: Empty
Current music: No 5 by Hollywood Undead
Current hair style: Messy and drying from swimming still.
Current crush: ...I...Don't know.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Homework
Current windows open: Pinball. DA. MS Paint.


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THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Never.
Did you ever run away from home?: No.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: When I was a child.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: No.

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THE DOS:
Do you know how to swim?: Considering that one of my classes is swimming...
Do you like roller coasters?: Never been on one.
Do you own a bike?: No.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? No.

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THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Yes
Does your car get good gas mileage?: I don't have one.
Does your family have family picnics?: We haven't had one since my grandpa died.
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THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes, and I miss it.
Have you ever painted your nails?: I haven't recently...

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THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5' 8"
How much money do you have on you right now?: $1.00. Because I am rich.

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THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: Consuelo on the way home.
Last thing someone said to you?: I'll see you tomorrow, maybe...
Last thing you said out loud?: Come here cuties. (I was talking to my cats...)

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THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: No 5 Hollywood Undead
What is the weather outside?: Dark and cold enough for the snow to still be here.
What radio station do you listen to?: 93.3
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I don't remember.
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Milk, actually.
What was the last movie you watched?: Little Princess


ANDDDDDDDDDDD


10 Things I Wish I Could Say To People:

1. JUST SHUT UP. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LUCKY YOU ARE.

2. Guess what. You aren't as awesome as you think, and you never will be. So shove it and get over yourself.

3. You need to grow up. You aren't as wonderful as your sister, and you're arrogant as hell.

4. GET OVER HIM. You just make yourself look pathetic.

5. ACKNOWLEDGE ME. I WORK TEN TIMES AS HARD AS ANYONE ELSE AND I DESERVE SOME RECOGNITION EVENTUALLY.

6. GET OFF MY BACK. I don't understand what you're saying. And guess what, YOU DON'T TEACH US ANYTHING. THAT'S WHY ALL OF US ARE ALMOST FAILNG YOUR DAMN CLASS.

7. I still say you are gay. Your three kids and wife are just a cover.

8. YOU NEED A PADDED BRA.

9. Thank you for being here, even if it's not often that you are now. I love you for it

10. Just forget about that wrench and give the rest of us a damn chance. We deserve it, don't inflate her ego. Her head's gonna explode.

9 things about myself:

1. I still have the American Girl Dolls that I had as a kid. I'm trying to revamp them and make them look like they did when I first had them.

2. I hate my apartment. It's small and cramped and if I had my way, we would be flipping off the bank and we would still have the house. Friggin foreclosure.

3. I find Hitler FASCINATING. If I could have a chat with him, I would. I want to pick his brain.

4. I seem smarter than I actually am. I can list little facts and give you a whole lesson on things that no one needs to know about. But I can never get a grasp on the big picture. I can give you the entire history of Poe, but I don't get anything that involves sentence structure.

5. I cross stitch.

6. I try to stay organized, but every aspect of my life gets disorganized.

7. I seek consistency. I hate surprises and changes.

8. I feel extremely unimportant. I fear that I'll never have any impact on the world.

9. 17 is involved in almost every aspect of my life. My birthday is the 17th. Stephen King wrote one of my favorite books when he stayed in room 217 at the Stanley. I have the 17th out of 50 of a rare Poe Postcard. I have 17 black shirts, and 17 Marvel knickknacks.


8 ways to win my heart:

1. Be kind.

2. Be caring.

3. Understand that I need to be alone sometimes.

4. Understand that I never feel like I deserve anything good.

5. Understand that I will try my hardest to do something, and see why I get so upset when I fail.

6. Not be an idiot.

7. Not be arrogant.

8. Have intentions to care about something other than themselves, like others. And the world.


THE END.